Originally posted by Jane Sullivan
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I imagine, like me, you're middle-aged and beginning to struggle with the recognition that cultures (the agreements about how things are done) change over time and that the culture of one's youth is joined and then superceded by others. 'Our' culture is disappearing, as is natural, and with it goes our sense of control. Though this sense of control was a falsehood because all we were ever doing was conforming, we weren't controlling. I think I tend to try to control when I feel I have little or no power and, being human, I imagine this is a commonplace reaction.
I'd like to applaud (and boo at the adverts) more often at the cinema. No-one involved in the film is ever going to know but it enables me to express my feelings about the piece, to the piece, at a moment when they're fullest.
What are you expressing by your silence between movements? What is being expressed by the applause you object to? Are you disturbed by the noise? Is it that you see the noise as an empty convention because it isn't actually moved by feeling? Or is it the explicit presence of feeling you don't share which disturbs you?
Live music may become a sorrow for you if you don't find a more positive way to respond to the changes in performance culture.
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